You Have Left Us But Sometimes Gales Of Laughter Still Precede Me Down These Lonely Halls

(1.)

when autumn comes
I may forget
the smell of nettles

but when it gets cold

I will forever recall
how your hair
broke in silver waves
upon these shores of skin

and left me
shipwrecked

in this dream
of breath
and bone.

(starlings murmurate
            to stay warm
and as protection against predators

maybe that is why
memories of you
dance me dizzy
at every bruising of the blue.)

(2.)

at noon

the carpenter bees
rest on islands of allium

earthly
           sighs
                  of
                    relief

that drift dearly
           ever deeper
                in hazelnut shade

I suppose
these buzzing splinters of a void
too must dream

of windsong

the eternal call
of timedrenched gods
in need of pollinating

grief whispers

“best to let them rest.”

and for once

we agree.

(3.)

sundown
prunes with tender hand
the shadows of our garden

we drink blackcurrant soda
as the southern wall
hums a summer’s glow
at every omission of dress

and the cat
curled up
in an old fruitbasket
sings softly to us
of her troubles
as she labors
through shallows
of sleep

and the bats
to whom night
is not
a non-Newtonian fluid
tumble
in
    and
           out
of existence overhead

and

all is well.

(4.)

like pepper
                  from
                      the vine

you
would melt the sun
          into nightfall
         upon tongue

breaching me
with your heat

        you braided your flame to my veins

because in my skin alone
                            I was chasm
                                         and void
jagged and cold

but tangled up in you?

                        there    I was lapis

                                     liquid
                                                  and
                                                              wild

                        ocean stone                                                                                                                                                                           
rippling gold 
                 with the weight
                              of a beloved reflection.

(5.)

my ephemeral immortal

you
        were lightning
in a storm of pollen

grief
        in a galaxy of lovesome oath

you
   were the ache
              that set all of amnion abloom

so here’s to you

goodnight

my love

I’ll be there soon.


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