{"id":542,"date":"2026-05-29T07:11:17","date_gmt":"2026-05-29T07:11:17","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/benheart.art\/?p=542"},"modified":"2026-05-29T07:11:17","modified_gmt":"2026-05-29T07:11:17","slug":"you-have-left-us-but-sometimes-gales-of-laughter-still-precede-me-down-these-lonely-halls","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/benheart.art\/?p=542","title":{"rendered":"You Have Left Us But Sometimes Gales Of Laughter Still Precede Me Down These Lonely Halls"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">(1.)<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">when autumn comes<br>I may forget<br>the smell of nettles<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">but when it gets cold<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I will forever recall<br>how your hair<br>broke in silver waves<br>upon these shores of skin<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">and left me<br>shipwrecked<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">in this dream<br>of breath<br>and bone.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">(starlings murmurate<br>&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; to stay warm<br>and as protection against predators<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">maybe that is why<br>memories of you<br>dance me dizzy<br>at every bruising of the blue.)<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">(2.)<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">at noon<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">the carpenter bees<br>rest on islands of allium<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">earthly<br>&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; sighs<br>&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; of<br>&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; relief<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">that drift dearly<br>&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; ever deeper<br>&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; in hazelnut shade<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I suppose<br>these buzzing splinters of a void<br>too must dream<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">of windsong<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">the eternal call<br>of timedrenched gods<br>in need of pollinating<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">grief whispers<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;best to let them rest.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">and for once<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">we agree.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">(3.)<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">sundown<br>prunes with tender hand<br>the shadows of our garden<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">we drink blackcurrant soda<br>as the southern wall<br>hums a summer&#8217;s glow<br>at every omission of dress<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">and the cat<br>curled up<br>in an old fruitbasket<br>sings softly to us<br>of her troubles<br>as she labors<br>through shallows<br>of sleep<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">and the bats<br>to whom night<br>is not<br>a non-Newtonian fluid<br>tumble<br>in<br>&nbsp; &nbsp; and<br>&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; out<br>of existence overhead<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">and<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">all is well.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">(4.)<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">like pepper<br>&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; from<br>&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; the vine<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">you<br>would melt the sun<br>&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; into nightfall<br>&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; upon tongue<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">breaching me<br>with your heat<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; you braided your flame to my veins<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">because in my skin alone<br>&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; I was chasm<br>&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; and void<br>jagged and cold<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">but tangled up in you?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; there&nbsp; &nbsp; I was lapis<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; liquid<br>&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; and<br>&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; wild<br><br>&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; ocean stone&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp;<br>rippling gold&nbsp;<br>&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; with the weight<br>&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; of a beloved reflection.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">(5.)<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">my ephemeral immortal<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">you<br>&nbsp; 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