{"id":284,"date":"2025-05-23T21:11:35","date_gmt":"2025-05-23T21:11:35","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/benheart.art\/?p=284"},"modified":"2025-05-23T21:11:56","modified_gmt":"2025-05-23T21:11:56","slug":"saturn-unbound","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/benheart.art\/?p=284","title":{"rendered":"Saturn\/Unbound"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">(1.)<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Sometimes<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">when light contorts<br>simply to fit<br>the apparent bonds<br>of beauty<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I am slipped from my bones<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">to drift<br>across the ravenous silence<br>native solely to sky<br>as shapeless premonitions<br>of non existence<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">whole galaxies of inanimate thought<br>written onto every single snowdrop<br>and then again undone<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">and just before the light reverts<br>to a single entity<br>just as unliving<br>as the vast nothingness it encompasses<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">and unfolds me<br>onto my flesh again<br>flake by thawing flake<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I wonder<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">if all that divides<br>the chemistry<br>and the magic<br>of memory<br>is mere amnesia<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">if perhaps this dream<br>traversable<br>only upon vessels of shadow<br>has been dreaming me<br>between blinks<br>frame by thawing frame<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">and if perhaps<br>it is right here<br>where touch<br>at every waking moment fails<br>to translate<br>the incorporeal<br>to the inherent carnality of truth<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">that all uncurrent spaces<br>are intimately stripped<br>to fit<br>the whole unperceived world<br>onto our fingertips.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">so as to give<br>what heart nor mind<br>can ever encompass<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">another place to live.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">(2.)<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Sometimes<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">when the night<br>reveals itself to be<br>just a vase<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">brimming with the absence of your laughter<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">a glass caul<br>in which so gladly drown<br>the luminant springs of love<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I wonder<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">who it was<br>that coronated Saturn<br>with a halo of dust<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">and<br>in which of these corners<br>of our own hastily renounced vacuums<br>moons now bloom<br>from the rubble of us<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">because sometimes<br>when nightfall is birthed onto us<br>from the throats of mockingbirds<br>in just a single sentence<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><em><strong>&#8220;we&#8217;re sorry the number you have dialed is no longer in service&#8221;<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I feel my blood<br>begin to orbit<br>foreign hearts<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">in desperate search<br>of the sparks<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">by which one day<br>I might create<br>some twilight of my own<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">to suffer one last act of self intimacy<br>and at last<br>dare to call it art.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">(3.)<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Sometimes<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">upon the kind of fleeting smile<br>that is really just a question mark<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I wander<br>unbound<br>down<br>every realm<br>you ever bloomed<br>through bone<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">until I find the fields<br>of loves me not<br>and reap with utmost love<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">all that<br>which you had never wished to sow.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Artwork: Amnesia, By Ben &#038; 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