{"id":187,"date":"2024-10-29T11:42:44","date_gmt":"2024-10-29T11:42:44","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/benheart.art\/?p=187"},"modified":"2024-10-29T11:42:44","modified_gmt":"2024-10-29T11:42:44","slug":"native-to-these-bones","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/benheart.art\/?p=187","title":{"rendered":"native to these bones"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">(1.)<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">creating hidden avenues<br>like the river that runs without rest<br>to where the autumn reds<br>freeze time in the minds of men<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">the dog<br>plays a tug of war<br>with his patience<br>a ways down the path<br>waiting for me to catch up again<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">as I shower<br>in the dappled light<br>dripping down from the blue void<br>through canopies trembling<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">and my mind tells me<br>that red and blue<br>are supposed to make purple<br>to make veins<br>to make dusk<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">but my skin only glows<br>with the color of the sun<br>as my head collects my steps<br>to someday<br>dream itself back there.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">(2.)<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">and maybe they<br>who spoke with wooden tongues<br>in times long gone<br>would have understood<br>what that was like<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">to be a riverbank<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">when not the water<br>nor the light<br>nor the wind<br>nor time<br>is either dead or present<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">maybe they knew<br>the reason<br>why snails so gracefully raise their heads<br>to greet the rain<br>like they&#8217;re taking a bow<br>upside down<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">if not to be a riverbank?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">if not to hark<br>the words of water<br>shaken loose<br>from tongues of sky?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">if not to be dreamt somewhere.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">(3.)<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">and perhaps<br>our time on this earth<br>isn&#8217;t defined by time at all<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">but proximity<br>to one&#8217;s self<br>and all self<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">and if so?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">how close did you get?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">and how many tries did that take?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">and how many times<br>did you swear<br>you would never try again?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">and how many of those times<br>were true<br>in the end?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">and do you regret<br>leaving those parts of yourself<br>lonely for you?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">or did your roots<br>suddenly call upon them<br>in unexpected ways<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p 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